I have only one thing on my bucket list,
and through the kindness of a friend I was able recently to cross it off the
list. That is, I have fulfilled my
life-long dream to see Jerusalem and venerate the holy places. My friend and I spent a wonderful and
breathless week or so there. We visited
many holy sites such as Nazareth and Bethlehem, but were drawn back time and
again to the Church of the Holy Sepulchre.
This
church had been described to me as “grand and confusing”, so I spent much time beforehand
researching its history, and how having been built by Sts. Constantine and
Helen, it underwent many and dramatic changes throughout the years, including
being destroyed by the “mad Caliph” Hakim in 1009 and by fire later. It was always rebuilt, though not to its
original scale. People entering the church
for the first time with no sense of history and perhaps expecting to see
something like the Garden Tomb have said that they were disappointed by it. They were expecting to find a quiet place, a
place reflecting the silence and peace of that first Paschal morning, hoping to
find echoes of its pristine first century serenity. Instead they found a noisy, bustling place,
teeming with people looking around and taking photos, a place of many chapels
and altars, all hung with gaudy Byzantine frippery. I have to confess that when I myself first
saw the church I had no idea what they were talking about. To me it was wonderful.
Admittedly
this was not the way it was in the days of St. Cyril of Jerusalem in the fourth
century. Even in his day there were many
pilgrim visitors, but Cyril was the pastor of busy and functioning parish
church. There was a schedule of services
attended by his parishioners, there were catechumens to instruct and then
baptize. There was pastoral work to be
done among a more or less stable community.
Like the churches in Rome, Alexandria, and Constantinople, the episcopal
shepherd in Jerusalem knew the names and needs of his local flock.
Today
this is much altered. The Patriarch
still serves there, of course, but most traces of a single, unified, and stable
community have vanished. (It is
significant in this regard that I could not find a baptistery, the sign of a
stable and growing community.) Today the
people in that church are a continually-changing group of visitors, some
tourists, some devout, but all of them only there for a short time (hence all
those cameras). I mingled with crowds of
people speaking many languages, coming from places far away. It was as if a chunk of the United Nations
had been transported from New York to Jerusalem, and plunked down together in
this place of history and prayer. And
here’s the point, and the reason I think that the teeming and noisy bustle is
beautiful: all were welcome. There were no metal-detectors through which
one had to pass, and no one searching you for hidden weapons when you passed
through the doors. People of all races,
colours, and religions were free to come and pray and weep and find peace at
the foot of the Cross and at the empty Tomb.
To
appreciate this, one needs to visit the two other places in Jerusalem that are
sacred to the two other religions there—namely the “Wailing Wall” (sacred to
the Jews), and the Dome of the Rock (sacred to the Muslims). At both places, outsiders could draw near,
but not enter. At the Wailing Wall
non-Jews could stand at a distance, but not come right up to pray at the
wall. A sign said so, and the prohibition
was enforced. (Near to the Wall was another
sign that read, doubtless with unintended irony, “My House shall be called a
house of prayer for all peoples”, Is. 56:7.)
At the Dome of the Rock, non-Muslims could wander about and look at the
exteriors of the mosque, but could not enter.
When my companion and I started to remove our shoes in preparation to
enter, we were told in no uncertain terms that entry was restricted to
Muslims. It was only at the Christian holy
sites, at the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, that one at last found the true
house of prayer for all peoples. Its
noise and bustle, its confusion and multiplicity of altars and services,
witness to its open and universal embrace.
More than that, it witnesses to the embrace of God, who in love reaches
out to all His children. It was that
love that took our Lord to His cross. It
was that love that raised Him again, and left us an empty tomb. The Church of the Holy Sepulchre remains as
an enduring sign of that love.